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New wheelchair, Alanis Morrisette

 
Wednesday I had people over to fine tune my new stand up wheelchair, it needs more fine tuning. Worked the Saturday before and took the day off. Also redeemed a few public holidays.

Saturday I went to the middle of nowhere to see Alanis Morrisette. Maybe I will just stick to big cities. Local comedians love small towns, I hate them. Travelling is only fun if you can hookup! Tempting to go on a walk way bridge, but my chair would probably collapse it, so fuck that. Have to go to Dunedun later this year, fuck small towns! Not such a problem with this trip. Morrisette will be worth it.

Sunday I travelled to another middle of nowhere for the concert. It was worth it. I was at the front. Some mad bitch wanted me to go in the middle of the front but I deemed that too much hassle, she asked about five times. Mad bitch. Could have done without the vomiting there, sunburn and insomia. Good concert otherwise.

Monday I will just say fuck hotel internet! I was going to get a Vodafone stick this trip. I didn't get around to it. Couldn't load pages out in the middle of nowhere. Travelled to an apartment in Auckland, the internet is again not fucking working, fuck this shit. Pre pay is fucking expensive but I have no fucking internet. Fuckidy fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Tuesday I am going home and posting this.
Well I had ten minutes of working internet at the second hotel. Fucking useless! I wrote about six blogs though.

Suddenly interested in starting a dating site for young hot guys (and older guys that want to date/hookup with them, like me!) but due to my project load it could be four months before I can start working on it. Better get more disability and music projects launched first. I will probably work on some backend parts before then as I can sell the software. I also have developed model agency software but I don't know how I can operate an agency myself, worse case I can just sell the software; so far I have developed it all in my spare time. I do projects in fields that I am passionate about. I also am working on automating stuff. Main passions are music, screen writing and hot guys. Disability technology and ecommerce too. Still don't have staff yet. I will consider getting some in a few months. May as well try as automate as much as possible before hiring.
 
Posted at 29/01/2018 22:37:38 EST 0 comments
 

Comedy, sitcoms, music

 
I tried to do comedy this week, but couldn't get a spot. Oh well. I am probably not performing in the near future. I should write more screenplays and play with my music production software if I am doing anything in the arts. This will be the goal for the next three months. I new have acquired two industry level cameras. I should actually work out how to film some productions, by that I mean actual planning to film.

I suddenly have the urge to crowd fund an over the top, crazy sitcom, but obviously low budget. I don't know, maybe this could be a future goal. I could fill it with some really fucked up characters and the whole thing will be chaos. This is a good idea.

I could go through a network (well no, but hypothetically) but maybe crowd funding comedy makes sense. I heard a theory that sitcoms aren't funny nowadays due to political correctness. I am not sure how true this is, but I have watched some sitcoms recently, they seem like dramas. Although I laughed very hard at a Will And Grace scene recently. I am friends with a very big TV enthusiast and she always says sitcoms aren't funny anymore. So, what the fuck happened? They once were. I loved Becker, Titus, Will And Grace. Very happy the last one is revived. How did we get from those to today's unfunny shows? Was it political correctness? The absence of a laugh track? Though Arrested Development was good, and it didn't have one. Being a performer I know how infectious laughter can be. It's possible people would laugh more with a laugh track. Which direction I'll go with this, I don't know. Asking Facebook, though in the past it has proven to be fuck all help to things that actually matter to me. I had two problems watching a few series of Cougar Town. First again, not that funny, more like a drama. Second the absence of young hot guys, there was only one in the main cast and not even guests, at least in later seasons. Fucking pathetic for something called Cougar Town. May as well be called Middle Aged People Hang Out, Town. Though less catchy!

Maybe I should just work on a pilot episode in between other artistic projects.

OK spoke to the TV enthusiast. She said it's probably more to do with must having likable characters instead of having sitcoms focus on comedy. There's probably something to this; why wouldn't you have a sitcom focus on comedy? That seems stupid for starters. We don't need to overblow the likeable characters and story telling. That's what dramedies are for. Sure you need these things to an extent, but situation comedies should focus on comedy, fucking duh???

Anyway since most sitcoms are cancelled after two years, maybe again I should just crowd fund a sitcom, some sketches, or both and not bother with the networks.

About political correctness, sure I complain about it but people are also quick to blame it on everything in society. Sometimes it's not the "feminist nazis" that is are problem, you're just not that funny. I am sick of comedians like Bill Maher and Jerry Seinfield whining about political correctness and college campuses. A good comedian should say fuck it I'm doing what I want anyway. I think comedians; both local and in the US are not aware of the power of the internet. You don't necessarily need TV. The internet alone can be a very powerful promotional tool. I am now mixing vents. The locals should accept my offers to develop online promotion tools. Back to Bill Maher, he did lose his show once. However political correctness is not something you can magically change, so your best solution is to find ways around it rather than constantly bitch about it.

This is posted Monday due to insomnia, had it most nights last week but hopefully I've solved my pain problem. Having it Saturday night was a different origin, night out, had to work computer, trying not to throw up. I didn't! Also had regular pains, but that is happening much less since I am putting my leg in different positions, again hopefully it is solved. Went to a party, they got me to do music. If I had known I would have finished my DJ software so I didn't have to suddenly change songs. Couldn't find half of the songs on the computer! My DJ friend hates requests, although dealing with drunk people is funny. One took three minutes to think of a song going ummmmmmm... almost have it... ummmmmmm the entire time, sorry but that was fucking hilarious, I didn't have her song, or the majority of songs requested. Perhaps what my friend says, "if you want requests you should get a juke box not a DJ" has some validity. Although maybe a solution is getting my DJ automation software going. Though I like DJing. Clearly I need to get more songs or a streaming service if integrating requests.
 
Posted at 14/01/2018 20:54:07 EST 0 comments
 

2018

 
I would say happy new year but that would mean wishing people joy and happiness.

This has turned into a I'll post whenever the fuck I get around to it blog. I'll try to do every two weeks on average.

I'm in hibernation mode. Did go out for new years. Went to 3 bars. Enjoyed the last but then they changed the music. Think I enjoyed listening to Pulzar FM more in the van coming home. Someone said Jesus loves me, well if that were true I'd be much richer and get loads more sex. Lately I'm getting annoyed when people randomly throw religion at me. I know I shouldn't but can't help it. Also if Jesus loves everyone he's obviously not very selective. I am very selective, I only love myself... Also my family, and a few other people.
New years goals. THESE ARE NOT RESOLUTIONS!
Take public holidays off or acquire them for when I need them.
Launch my music site.
Learn more music production.
Work on starting a film production company.
create documentation for about eight projects. Oh fuck! I am currently programming a tool to semi automate this work.
Launch Windows software, as well as web based stuff.
Launch an accessible places directory.
I was going to run an open mic night but I am probably too busy, we'll see. This is probably the only way I'll do more gigs unless I'm hired or have an overseas trip. I am improving my software capabilities in regards to live subtitles and laugher analysts. Maybe I'll do some gigs to test.
Get employees and work on marketing automation.
Set time goals for some of these.
Probably go on an international trip.
Buy some crypto currencies. Also finish software for financial trading.
Upgrade computers
Start mobile development
Buy at least one new phone
Do other work/stuff I'm interested in.

Quite the list! This year I need to be focused on creating documentation, launching stuff and hiring employees rather than constantly adding new features to stuff I never get around to promoting. I need to limit my time on new features and get things market ready.

I wish guys would stop coming on to me online! Had to reject 3 people in two months! I prefer to find my own! I must do more of that this year. No interest in a relationship though.
 
Posted at 01/01/2018 20:49:39 EST 0 comments
 

Sia 2017, comedy

 
Monday I am going to Auckland, made up about 2.5 days of before and will probably work Saturday. I am back to working full days but insomia came back, don't know if it's related. Will see. Apparently some people work less nowadays, though generally I like my job.

Using time away to do some research.

Tuesday I went to a Sia concert. Support acts were good, apart from the second one mentioning Auckland every five minutes; does she think we forget where we are? Her music was good though. Sia's act was having music videos acted out which was amusing and weird. Had my favourite mini donuts but sat on one pack. Never leave things on my seat. Oh I absolutely hated the wheelchair platform, too far away from the Stage. If I buy a general admission ticket I should be allowed in the general admission section. Fucking stupid namby pamby policies. I wonder if I should complain to the culture arts and minister, who is also the prime minister, don't see why not!

Thursday I went home. Friday i am seeing a friend. Sunday a BBQ.

People were complaining about Sia because she just sang. Fuck them. I was frequently laughing at the dancers. Maybe you should fucking research shows before you buy tickets if you're pissy about things. Complaining that a singer just sang is like complaining that I am a super bitch. Not everyone can be Pink! The only show I really hated was the Vengaboys but even then I really enjoyed the support acts. I do sometimes go to shows without knowing what to expect, but concerts are a good excuse to travel; I am easy going.

I am thinking about my own comedy night series. Just because I have project ADHD, and to support the comedy community. Apparently people think I don't. Total bullshit! I keep telling people I am a nerd. If they wanted help with technology all they need to do is ask. In fact I have made countless offers. I think that people expect me to be something I'm not. I also don't think that the local scene harnesses technology to its potential. They're working on old models, mostly. The world is changing, it's worthwhile to try and change with it. Not saying do away with offline shows. However digitally selling sets/membership sites and newsletters/apps could be very good for revenue and promotion. I am doing work in this area already. People say that I should optimize my sets; what better way than to run my own gigs. There will some revenue and work going around, including for others. I don't recall being hired in NZ this year, but that's fine as I have been busy developing technology and was hired in Brisbane! I'll look into my own gigs and build up technology and assets (like amps) at the same time. Comics need stage time so I'm helping the community too. If I get too busy to perform I'll still run the gigs, they'll again be useful to develop technology. What did I tell you? I am a massive nerd! People should fucking appreciate nerds more! I'm in search for a willing wheelchair accessible venue. I'm finally getting my own commercial voice but that's a subject for next time.
 
Posted at 09/12/2017 18:55:15 EST 0 comments
 

Concert, DJ

 
Yes, this is a week late. deal with it. Was too busy last week and swapped my Sunday to Friday for a DJ gig Saturday. Lots of work to prepare. Unfortunately I couldn't do it with my own software as intended. Will take a look at the DJ software I developed next month. I tend to break from projects when things don't go well, had lots of breaks from eye tracking! Project load hasn't decreased but now I can focus on projects. I also committed myself to producing a radio show, but what's one more thing to do?

Three Fridays ago I went to a concert. Went for Jason Derulo but also enjoyed Jonas Blue. Other acts were crap. In segregated seating, a friend beside me also seemed to hate the seats due to the lack of interaction with the stage. No shit, I prefer to be in general admission. You can see fuck all. Fuck all the fucking people who insist on having us back. My advice; just buy general admission. Venues can be talked into letting you on the floor from experience. You may have to settle for the side but it's still better than segregated seating.

Two Saturdays ago I went to my sister's wedding. I forgot that I was a crippled vampire that doesn't function in sunlight; eye tracking wasn't going to work outside and barely worked indoors. If I wasn't DJing the wedding I'm sure anti social and workahollic me would have spent the entire time blogging; I quite liked DJing. Would have liked it better if my eye tracker wasn't a piece of shit. Next year I hope to finish my own DJ software. Not for any professional goals. I tend to build stuff just for something to do. Some stuff I build as spare time projects I'll eventually turn into products though. I could probably combine my DJ software with my DJ automation system; best of both worlds.

Nothing else to say, so, bye!
 
Posted at 18/11/2017 20:11:33 EST 0 comments
 

Concerts, Project ADHD, Mad Computer Scientist

 
Sunday I went to Auckland for a concert. Enjoyed Kelis and Ne-Yo. Saw a bit of Sean Paul, had to leave early because I had something else to do. There was only one really crap act who seemed to be getting off on telling the crowd what to do. I generally don't like acts doing this. "Put your hands up in the air" If I wanted to pay for someone to tell me what to do I'd hire a BDSM hooker. Yes I get it's concert culture blah blah blah, clearly not my thing. If I am paying you should be my puppet.

Monday I went home, short but good trip.

I think my project ADHD has hit crisis point. I want to do too many things. Just this week I resumed eye tracking development and researched how to build a SMS application. I have been talking about launching a music site for about a year, never get around to it. It's also tempting to presue similar faces technology and super resolution technology for video. Before that I am developing laughter analysis software to score jokes. I have a whole other line of entertainment software that I want to launch, same with ecommerce and building navigation software. I MAY have figured out the problem with my pitch shifting code so I can do singing synthesis/auto tune text to speech voices. I need people to sell! I occasionally inquire but it leads to nowhere. I'll try again in a few weeks.

I also want to do screenplays and music production, I'll try and spend a few hours a week after a wedding I'm DJing, need to spend my arts time on that, before that it was Brisbane. The reason I'm developing a SMS application is so I can use phones overseas.

There's a bunch of stuff I haven't mentioned. Perhaps I do too much. If I could monetize the building navigation and ecommerce products that would be a start. Some projects are small so although it feels like a crisis and overwhelming it may get better after a month or two.

I decided that I like the term Mad Computer Scientist. People are free to call me that. This is a play on the term Mad Scientists, a common thing in pop culture. If you're sensitive to mental health issues, I am also quick to anger so it works for that too.
 
Posted at 28/10/2017 21:11:16 EDT 0 comments
 

Brisbane 2017

 

Tuesday I performed my final test before Brisbane. Had to delete some stuff, otherwise it went OK.

It has been suggested that I do more crowd funding to travel. I am not really comfortable taking people's money but I am not going to rule this out entirely. I want to proceed with screen productions and music, but traveling with comedy is also appealing. Some people have said that I should tighten my script. I think that I am already hillarious but also think that trying to optimize is a good idea if traveling internationally. I will try to do more experimenting at paying gigs. Some artists frown on this but also frown on not tightening. I will do things my way. As long as I stay hillarious to the audience that is really all that matters. Should I want to travel internationally I will try and pick up more local gigs.

Productions are the first priority. For years and years I have fantesized about hot guys, but also doing productions like sitcoms and legal shows. It's time for me to presue my dreams. Funding is an issue but I can start small, take things from there.

Thursday I went to Brisbane. I can do lots of blogging here. Fuck it's hot on the plane. Slept for two hours last night. Fucking insomia. My fault for working late.

Friday and Saturday I performed and also experienced some shows during those days. It went well. First time was the larger crowd. A man said he liked my comedy because it tells a story of what his mother must go through. Had some straight Vodkas, only about three. More international trips are appealing, funding is a problem. This one was fully funded. Thanks Access Arts Queensland!

Would it be narsissistic of me to view my comedy as a public service? I am narsissistic, so that's OK.

Sunday I went home. Didn't do about as much blogging as I would have like but as Tony Abbot says shit happens! Shit happened with my phone, couldn't get a SIM card, that was an utter bastard, must buy a new phone before my next trip overseas. Basically my phone is a dinosaur and some countries don't support 2G but the accessibility software for it closed down and I am not sure if the accessibility software will work because its serial number is tied to the model. Fuck that, that is a stupid fucking system. Fuck software developers that discontinue their software too. Maybe I can make my own software or find something else. Not being able to text locals is truly disabling. Otherwise good festival. Trying a margarita on flight home taste appears to linger. Good temporary effect.
 
Posted at 15/10/2017 01:34:59 EDT 0 comments
 

Comedy, projects, politics

 
Performed 6 new minutes Wednesday, mostly went well, one dud line. I don't know if getting impatient for the crowd to stop laughing is a good sign or not? Have one more testing set, then hopefully two professional gigs. I may have something else that is going to require me to invent remote text to speech software so I can live speak at a remote location; I am looking forward to the project!

I was going to blog about the election but ended up doing it on my news blog last week. Some plans depend on which way it goes, ultimately I prefer left but I have plans to enact (a website to launch) if it goes right. Left would mean I can focus of other things instead of launching a site to do what the government refuses to do. Although the site would be easy but ultimately I have a zillion other projects and not having to do it would be easier.

This blog is a bit short. Oh hurry the fuck up Winston. For people that complain he has all the power you should have done more to increase your side instead of bitching after the fact. This system is shitty but is at least better than parties winning with only 33% of the vote. All eyes on Winston, he probably likes it this way. Stupid pundits should stop mentioning a blue green government is a possibility, you're in an utter fucking fantasy world! Their base would leave the greens and the party would die. How many MPs did the maori party and United Future get? Oh that's right 0! Act 1! All parties had multiple MPs at one stage. Greens would die quicker because their core base is anti national. Greens are not just an environmental party but a their base largely prefers socialism too. Did your TV job come with cocaine?
 
Posted at 30/09/2017 21:23:51 EDT 0 comments
 

Comedy and blogging

 
Tuesday I performed stand up comedy, I was fantastic, as always. Well most of the time anyway. Enjoyed it, I always do but I have to have an objective to do gigs. Need to test new content for Brisbane. I may have some other stuff lined up beyond that. However I'm developing a line up of arts related software and that will remain my primarily focus when it comes to the arts, and learning music production. I also want to professionally write comedy, can never get success finding jobs. Maybe I will email more producers or whatever after Brisbane. I am considering crowd funding productions, again after Brisbane. Maybe I should do animations first to build a base. I don't know. I get ideas, and don't have the manpower to capitalize on them. Some I start and forget, some never make it out of the development phase. Some active projects I don't devote enough time to; I just have to automate more of my work. Hey at least I'm not a president too stupid to do anything productive with the power. I feel much better!

I have a Patreon page that basically hasn't been used for years since its inception. I am wondering if the Pateron model would work for a disability oriented production company, could be worth doing. I know that I want to start the organization after Brisbane, undecided on what form. Regarding monetizing my personal blog posts, would be a dream come true, but I am not sure how popular I am. I am lucky if I get two likes per post LOL. I would like to spend more time blogging, but there's probably more creative avenues that would be better use of my time. I am finding it hard to restrict myself to one Brain Blog a month; I could do two however maybe monthly ensures I don't run out of content. I have a post on weight and psychology next month. I wanted to do technology blogs, but I just keep posting about psychology. A problem I have is between blogging and spare time projects I have almost no time for anything else, like researching new porn. I would love it if I could do some blogging in work time; alternatively porn. No not as a performer, I would definitely write scenes though. Would need to research what people like. There's a joke by Jimmy Dore "I'm a wanker, I don't want to do a medical examination" Do people really like the extreme close ups? Let me know? Also let me know how I can be paid for blogging; thinking of connecting my main disability blog to Patreon, that might be a start. Will probably connect a comedy division to my disability production company and talent agency. Sounds like a plan.
 
Posted at 16/09/2017 22:55:29 EDT 0 comments
 

Ariana Grande 2017

 
Tried another stand up wheelchair. No idea if I am going to get funding for it. The salesman has everything he needs to provide a quote. Hopefully I get it.

Never staying here again, practically a dump with shit access, both outside and the room. Slightly more privacy. YouTube doesn't work, facebook video does. Fuck that.

It's Friday as I am typing. Off to Auckland. Having Burger King at airport, just because I can, I like soft meat, easier to eat.

Sunday, back home. went to Ariana Grande Saturday. Music was pretty good, stage show was great at time. She pretty much just sang, which I know duh she's a singer but some singers also provide entertaining dialogue. I'd give the show a B. Does this count as a website review? Can I write off the trip as business? Probably not. I really need to start my music site so I can do that. I keep getting sidetracked with other projects. Latest is a DJ automation system. It's my first dual web and Windows project!

Now to do programming for three hours.
 
Posted at 02/09/2017 22:56:53 EDT 0 comments
 

Music, comedy, 32

 
I don't feel like blogging; I have no idea how much I slept if at all. Let's say it was a rare time I got intoxicated. Although I did some work at the same time, for a DJ gig. Gives me experience in the field. I should note last night was totally sanctioned by my client, I don't have some horrible work ethic.

Fans of my comedy should note that I am probably going to resume stand up comedy in several weeks; got a probable overseas gig and need to test some new material.

I am now 32. I really should start to make changes to my life; though need an significant income stream first. Eh perhaps I'll continue to build up stuff and do that next year. I don't want to be a birthday grinch, but I am not enthused. Every year I want to do something big, but my business always seems to be not as successful as I would like to warrant it, possibly next year. I need to travel more. At least I have one probable overseas trip, one per year is the bare minimum that I want. Recently I that overseas accessibility is not good. So maybe I can do something with that. I already have two tourism related ventures, perhaps combine those with a few other things and who knows?
 
Posted at 19/08/2017 22:38:52 EDT 0 comments
 

Little Mix 2017

 
After Auckland I went to the doctor and it turns out I have a chest infection, on antibiotics. With combined insomia due to hip pain all I could do is half sick days without much spare time programming projects. I didn't like it. I'm probably going to start my half holidays next week. I promised that I would do it for my month of birth.

The following Saturday I went to Auckland and again for a Little Mix concert. Weekend is turning out to be only slightly less crappy than last due to guys cancelling on me. I do enjoy getting rooms very high. On the 14th floor; I like the skyscrapper view. Room also has air conditioning. Stupid case sensitive Wifi password. Didn't work it out until the next morning. Would help if it didn't have a fUckedCode

Concert was good, would have been better if I wasn't on antibiotics and could drink. Found their music to be diverse, enjoyed it. A criticism was they weren't on for long, however nothing could be as bad as the Vengaboys who danced to other people's music half the time, they didn't even use their own voices for many songs. Personally I'd rather listen to a short amount of original music than have them do random covers to fill in time.

Monday I went home, not terribly happy about the 2pm flight, though I did get another two blogs done. 6 blogs in total I wrote.
 
Posted at 05/08/2017 23:00:26 EDT 0 comments
 

Sugar Rios

 
Nothing noteworthy in the first week. Thursday the second week I went to Auckland for a Sugar Rios concert. Not feeling 100% so maybe just sticking to a segregated seat is worthwhile h. Almost didn't come.

Saturday now. Concert was good. Spent most of the first half in segregated seating but the music was kind of soft so I thought why not go down? They would only let me on the side for some strange reason; if people can't see me it's their problem, I just laugh when they crash into me and hope they're hot. Surprised the arena was so full a non English speaking band. Going home today.

Generally I avoid annoucing when I go away on facebook unless you I absolutely have to. This time It avoided posting for two days in order to stop an annoying daily notificaton. You've shared 107 days in a row and your friends are responding. Don't care. Fuck off. I'll always post one every 96 hours and almost daily. I appreciate the incentive to not post.

Was going to blog again next week but I think I am happy with a two week schedule for now.
 
Posted at 22/07/2017 19:06:58 EDT 0 comments
 

Trial wheelchair, NdT, etc

 
Well insomnia continued for about a week then I was able to kick it, so far, it's Wednesday July as I am typing this... *opens email inbox* it's the 5th. Well I don't fucking know what the date is otherwise. Got a trial stand up wheelchair today, days off were adjusted to fit with this. For some reason I have leg pads, I hate them! They must incorrectly assume that I fling my legs out randomly. I don't! It's too restrictive, not getting one permanently. Just a chest strap will do for standing. Otherwise good apart from sharp parts. And things fall off randomly, hopefully they'll be secured if I get it permanently.

Last night I went to Neil deGrasse Tyson, enjoyed it, although the opening video kind of sucked and the topic frankly was a horrible fit for the rest of the evening; out of place. Let's criticize muslims for being anti science, because talking snakes in the Bible is totally science based and factual. Turkey is pushing for evolution not to be taught, so are legislators in Texas! Sure some parts of Islam are extremists, but the problem also exists in Christianity to a lesser extent. Right wing Christians have had some pretty crappy ideas too such as neoliberal economics, the Iraq invasion and oh not doing anything about climate change because God will save us; fuck off and fuck you. Neil didn't mention Islam, ridiculously out of place video. I'm blaming the Australian organization for that! Otherwise good show. Inspired to write about the myth of over population; he was answering a question about it and basically thinks that there's no such thing, which is basically what I declared on a Facebook post a few months ago. Smart man he is; most people who agree with me are. I also like the idea of science entertainers, will keep that in mind for upcoming talent agencies I run.

Today (Sunday now) I took the trial wheelchair around the block, not bad, just turns too fast in comparison to going straight, can be adjusted, good chair.

Bye for two weeks. Hopefully I will finally start my half holidays then! Having trouble bringing myself to not work full time, too much to do.
 
Posted at 08/07/2017 22:56:57 EDT 0 comments
 

Insomnia, rich people

 
Insomnia is back, but getting better I think. Trying new things including avoiding looking at my screen at night while listening to music. Maybe programming for 10-11 hours a day is unsustainable. I usually just do half days for holidays, will finally take some in July. Even with increased spare time programming work, programming hours will reduce then, though probably only slightly.

Sunday update, yes I definitely think not frequently looking at my even dimmed computer screen during listening to music at night solves the problem, this explains why it seems to be random. Will do that going forward.

Mostly had a weekend instead of doing spare time programming projects, facebook is distracting, kind of annoyed! Hate wasting time on Facebook. Taking another break from this blog next week. Life is quiet and boring, have some concerts in July.

I don't really have a random rant this entry. On the subject of the Minister of disabilities saying she rather be on a boat than meet with disability groups. The whole thing felt very Orange Buffoonish on the cluelessness of the tweet. Perhaps she can be our ambassador to the US, she'll get along great with Orange Buffoon. He'd probably rather be out yachting than being president. To be honest I'd rather rich people just enjoy life than fuck things up in government. Give me 1 billion dollars. I'd probably just hibernate in a mansion with some hot guys, perhaps do some business and social enterprises. Not sure why I would want to be in government if I was rich; you don't have to be in government to influence policy. Give me 10 million dollars why on earth would I want a government job? That's just crazy to me, but I'm not an utter narcissist. If rich people just be rich and not try to fuck things up there probably wouldn't be so much hatred towards them. Her tweet was also unprofessional, if I met with advocacy groups and I do the last thing I would do would be to say that I would rather be somewhere else. How can they have confidence in you? Usually for out of town meetings I just find a quick hookup, now this on its face sounds bad but actually makes me really grateful for the weekend and the organization! You should certainly be engaged with anything you do, I don't continue with organizations if I feel my time is better spent elsewhere. I am finding it is better to create your own advocacy opportunities.
 
Posted at 24/06/2017 23:09:08 EDT 0 comments
 

90s concert, agency automation

 
This is posted on Monday because had insomnia Friday and I like to work when I have it, I like to actually enjoy my time off.

Sunday two weeks ago now I went to a concert called I Love The 90s, I mistakenly thought it was more pop, whoops. It was geared towards hip hop and rap. I enjoyed Coolio's See You When I Get There, and Vanilla Ice put on a good stage show. No overly annoying people, a woman kept talking to me at first, couldn't understand what she was saying, I then moved up near the front, should of done it sooner. On entry I was called a \'trouble maker" for wanting to go on the floor instead of upstairs. That was a bit odd. Excuse me for just wanting to be one of the crowd.

Agency automation is coming along, creating a contact extractor for people that can't be fucked hunting down Email addresses/contact form on sites. Also creating booking facilities and a web contact manager, among other things.

Next blog in two weeks.
 
Posted at 11/06/2017 21:56:10 EDT 0 comments
 

Music, Project, Shit, Auto tune

 
Probably should had this week off personal blog. Sunday night I have a concert, more names to add to my seen live list. There's about 80 at this point. Vengaboys were the worst, Anastacia was the best.

Spent last weekend improving my artist agency software, this weekend is no different. I suddenly want to launch a social enterprise that will combine a talent agency and production company, so I am creating software to automate as much work as possible, software will be for sale too, get in touch if you're interested! The social combines a few of my goals such as wanting to produce screen content, music and visibility of people with disabilities. If I automate as much administration work as possible the administrator can do more work that matters. Ultimately the goal is to get more people with disabilities in the public eye, on different TV shows, DJs, singers. Some content I want to produce myself; I'd need people to produce things for. I imagine much content production would be independent of myself. Another key point is to get it self funding so the work can continue without constantly asking for money. This requires me to be entrepreneural, I am ready to take up this challenge. This project will save thousands by having me build the software and most of the website for free. I'm not the best web designer so I don't know if to do that part.hopefully this project will run mostly by itself; I can dip in and out of it with artistic, consulting and technological contributions when appropriate. Other social enterprises may be added on too.

Time to see what shit I can type, not literal shit. I'd be extremely talented if I could produce shit with typing, I'd sell it for gardens, depending on output of course. Does human shit work for growing plants? If not never mind, If so why do we throw much of it out? The government should find a way to recycle it. Googled, it can be fertilizer. Change of subject. I have nothing. Nothing? The contents of Orange Buffon's head!

I was thinking about singing lessons vs auto tune, obviously not for me. Artists should do pure singing, but these days it's not really required. If it's good enough for Britney Spears and Cher, pure singing is preferred but if the situation is correct maybe an artist can be successful with auto tune alone.

I also find it bizarre they have singing competitions when artists lip sync and auto tune. But anything to avoid paying actors and writers, right? By the way hire me as a writer for your TV show. You'll be impressed bigly!

I'll be back next week, probably not the week after.
 
Posted at 03/06/2017 22:36:56 EDT 0 comments
 

Projects, Budget, Music, Blogs

 
This is posted on Monday because got insomnia Saturday. Fuck Facebook! I should know better than to engage in the comments late at night. So worked six days, now have a four day week. Moving my half holidays back again, suddenly want to implement new features on my event listing software.

People have been posting about Budget 2017. I could have told you that they're still a neoliberal crapfest even without the announcement. The government is not going to make life better for me; I have to do that. I'd say that this is a spoiler for future years, but Bill English isn't really good at winning elections. Really, who's excited about Bill English? I doubt even his wife is. Uninteresting but not as extreme as Don Brash.

Finally completed another music production tutorial, turned out to be the last. Maybe I'll find more, or move to experimenting. I possibly have no idea what I'm doing but that's what experimenting is for.

I just decided to consider changing this blog to every two weeks or monthly. I struggle to find things to blog about, I end up just doing random rants. That is fun, but I hoped to do a psychology blog and only ended up with a single post since launching in February. Maybe the solution is to occasionally skip quiet weeks and do other blogs. See you next week. Well no, I am not seeing you right now. See you next week is a stupid thing to say. Rest assured I don't have cameras in your house. Partly because it's illegal, partly because you're not that interesting, partly because I don't know who you are. I don't have cameras in anybody's house, you're thinking of the CIA!
 
Posted at 28/05/2017 23:29:44 EDT 0 comments
 

Projects, Stein, ideas, humanity

 
Perhaps I'll start my half holidays in June to sync with another concert. This pushes my creative projects back to July, can't be helped. Also preparing to start software to semi automate online promoting which is a big goal of mine.

Oh dear, I believe I just discovered the Alex Jones lite of the left and they're nut bars that attack TheYoungTurks for not covering Jil Stien enough. They live in fantasy world that think Stein would have won because of X or Y.

While I'm on the subject I've noticed not all people that defend smart ideas are smart people, some people doing so are not very bright. Smart ideas shouldn't need you to defend them, but if doing so please FFS do it in an intelligent way. I understand the urge to correct people. It's a matter of time, do you really want to spend time on people you assume are wrong? I have better things to do.

People complain that they're old. In my opinion it's not the time you have left but how you spend it. There's no reason why you can't do interesting things when you retire, well unless you have alzheimer's. Apart from that you don't have to travel to make life worthwhile; there's plenty of things you can learn on the web and from there you could do research, even do experiments. Many people see retirement as the end, but it doesn't have to be. You need not let your brain retire and play bridge. The problem with humanity is most people are stuck in repetitive jobs and instead of discovering and innovating. It is accepted by society that most people do work in this fashion. This is absurd. While I'm in tangent mode the progression of science would do better if scientists keep the profits from their inventions instead of selling things to corporations. If profits went to R&D instead of shareholders that would have some ground breaking ramifications. Finally on a similar but different note I was thinking that an Anti Hunger Industrial Complex would be a tremendous idea if done right. I am not sure if that would be workable. Though if organizations give up their million dollar executive salaries and funnel that money to political campaigns instead, that could actually work!
 
Posted at 20/05/2017 22:17:46 EDT 0 comments
 

Green Day 2017

 
I worked another full week. Surprise surprise. Will probably work until at least Thursday.
Tonight I am going to Green Day. I go to a lot of concerts, very few I am super excited to go to. Been looking forward to this for months.

Green Day was good. At first they wouldn't let me in General Admission but they managed to be convinced. Couldn't get into the first row but 15 meters away, was still awesome. Briefly got further but decided to go back. I got a drum stick. Wouldn't have got that with stupid segregated seating.

Stupid hotel internet won't let me on YouTube. High speed internet but you can do fuck with it.

Home Monday, nothing special happened the rest of the trip. So fuck that, but Green Day was great!
 
Posted at 15/05/2017 00:01:17 EDT 0 comments
 
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